Under a big black umbrella

I was not sure if it was the weather or just me.

The pouring of the rain today was horrifying, I saw a vivid image of myself going back to the person that I totally disgust.

I felt so vulnerable and naked, I was about to lit a cigarette and just let go of the resistance.

She came and hugged me, we walked under a big black umbrella and we talked. She said, stop hurting yourself. 

And I asked do I deserve the love that i am getting?

It was under the big black umbrella that I opened my heart for the first time.

Love,
R

To Amani, thank you very much for supporting me and for your love. 

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